2nd post today. already 11.10 liao. wanna go slp but feel weird slping so early. decided to use the com for another 1/2r b4 going to bed. ive got 4 costumes for ayane in an hr.. cool hur. im now better than b4. last time i just anyhow press the keys de. now i make sure i am really fighting rather then win due to luck. i really wanna be better in my bros in the game to show tt im not as lousy as they think... last time metal slug 5 i was the best one. but then kor went to play until he made sure he was no.1 in ranking.. kicking me down to no.3... ;( so now im going to be the better player.. although now im still the lousiest.. :P
i really hope the gp study thing will help as i am like so slack this yr. everyday go sch, i can onli think abt going home to slp...
i have also decided to be a good girl this yr. im not going to lie to my parents as often as b4. im still trying. but so far i only lied a few times though. like i really got ask them b4 i go watch i not stupid. i even inform them tt i was going to haf lunch with my frens instead of making up some excuse like... nva complete the homework so stay back and do. see.. ive been good. although i din tell them abt my going out on tues.. but at least i cut down on my lies. i'll try to cut tt down too. i hope i can.. cos im tired of making up stories which must be believable.
i seem to be so day-dreamy these days. in class i always sit there and stare into space... i wonder why. sometimes i dun even noe wat the hell im thinking..
sian
dunwan to haf so much tuition.. fm wed to sat got tuition lorz tt sometimes i even forget wat time it is. and i even haf to record down when we haf tuition for myself and my 3 bros. if i dunt i get scolding... its like tt time i forgot wat time is the tuition and mom scolded me saying "this little bit thing also cannot rmb" then when kor sae he forgot cos once he tot he had tuition and went out with liang but actually tt day onli liang had tuition.. then he came back home when he realized his mistake... then mom just sae "wah. he must be veh stress cos he even forgot wat day his tuition is.." ... ... ... ...
haiz.
ok im off to bed liao. good nite.
