so long nva blog. now not really in the mood but just wan liven up my blog.
today went shop for pj's present. took so long to buy it n travelled fm habourfront to ps to orchard. sian rite? walk till leg pain.
so sian to go thru the details. so not in the mood mann.
ayah. bot a necklace for her... i think its quite pretty..
holidays r coming!
things i wanna do:
- rebond hair [TOP PIORITY.. been waiting for 4 yrs!]
- find job
- buy new clothes!
- buy pouch
- have fun!
i wan to buy clothes n pouch of my own choice!! i rather go with my frens lah. my mom onli noe how to critisise my taste. i mean, i like mah. why must u always control every single thing i want.. even my hairstyle.. no matter wat im going to rebond my hair.. i dun care the consequences liao lah. im irritated with this stupid controlling thing. im like 16 already.. lemmie haf my freedom to choose pls???!!! haiz.
its like i dun even think u noe wat i like or care lah.. i NOE u NOE tt i like shoulder length hair but u purposely dun lemmie cut it to the length i like. last time i tot cos u dun wan waste money on this kinda thing cos just move hse then u say must save money n not anyhow spend. but like we live hear close to 5yrs liao. n i dun think the prob is money lah. i hate curly hair [i realize my 2 bros hate curly hair too!!] but just cos u like it u keep saying curly hair nice. i like tell u alot of times tt "tts wat u like NOT wat i like..." but it doesnt make a diff to ur view.
wth lah. u like so oppose in me rebonding my hair then u still go perm ur hair. so wat lah. still plan to go nxt week. like wat u like u can haf.. wat i like cannot.. so wat lah...
thinking abt the hols really spoil my mood mann.. i mean its like at first i think abt all the fun tt can haf. then after tt i think abt my parents restricting this n tt.. then like sian liao. its like monday my last paper i wan go out with my frens ur dun allow. wat "dun wan ur to haf this habit of immeadiately going out after the exams... shld come home settle down first then nxt time then go out"... like as if u wuld lemmie anw. if i told u i going kbox u probably think its some karaoke lounge where stupid ignorant gals get cheated n tricked to bed or sth liddat lah. everytime u start on sumthing liddat.. i really haf the urge to ask ur to just shut up n i dun wan carry on the conversation anymore. anw, its forever ur rite one wat... ur nva listen to wat we haf to say but always wan us to listen to wat u haf to say. everytime i say sth ur also nva listen de lorz. like tt time ive been telling ur the whole week tt i got the sec 3 camp n ur like say i no need to keep saying.. but when i went for the camp.. noone noe i went to camp lah! they tot i go for some stupid excursion.. then start calling me n sms-ing me.. flooding my phone with missed calls n sms-es n scolding me when i got back... saying i din say a thing abt the camp..!!
wahh... i now really in a very terrible mood.. i got so much to say but dunno how to say it out.. i wan to say but say also wont change it wat.. haiz!!!
anw, its so true lah the horoscope bk. it says a leo forgives but nva forgets.. tts so true for me. cos its like if someone ever make me angry i will nva forget tt matter de lah. i may like really dun mind liao but i will still rmb it... so its better not to offend me lah. cos even if i seem like i dun care or wat. i actually DO rmb n wont forget..
my mood's totally ruined..
