i screwed things up again today..
just when i thought i was able to pass a day w/o a single mistake... i screwed up big time. i accidentally swop 2 cust's rental devices for broadband today. one cust ordered a usb modem while the other ordered a gt max + router. i dunno why.. but i got their accts mixed up and i even installed the wrong line for both cust. i installed the usb for the gt max cust and the gt max cust for usb. DAMMIT lah. so screwed. then jonana even haf to delivered the gt max + router personally for me cos tt cust had called his technician down to help him install the router. and andy forked out 30bucks for the taxi fare for jonana to send it. like i one person do a mistake and i caused so much trouble for everybody. haiz.. i think i shld pay for the taxi fare but i noe if i tell tt to andy he cfm say nvm de.. >.< felt so guilty abt tt. lucky it was near the end of the day liaos and i had to leave early for my guitar cca.

leaving early probably wasnt such a gd idea cos i waited 1hr for the stupid cca to start. so much for punctuality hur. i tot they said they very zu zhong punctuality de. and i rmb they said 6 o clock cca dun wait till 6 then start eating ur dinner. but tts wat the seniors are doing lah. and i was the first one there too. SIAN. i hate this kinda thing but i realized im always in this kinda situation whereby i reach first for the cca and sit there and stare into space for an hr. haizz..

ok had guitar prac. spend damn long trying to play this short song cos i really suck at learning. so until now i still cant play it smoothly. and they let us off early for the day and i was glad cos my day had sucked. but tt wasnt all.. reached the bus stop. waited 40mins for the stupid bus to come. i hate 74. haiz. at first wanted to take the bus to clementi mrt de but then i saw 74 came for the other side. so i tot this side coming too. but after like 2 of the 74s had passed for the other side. my dear 74 still hasnt come. i was damn irritated already at tt pt of time..

haiz haiz haizzz. so my day sucked just like tt. im starting to get irritated wid myself. first. i cant do my simple job right. second. if i had made a decision and board the buses tt goes to clementi mrt i could haf been home 40mins earlier. -.-"

anw, i dun understand why ppl treat me like a small little girl esp jo. for goodness sake im already officially SEVENTEEN~!! wth lah. jo today asked me if i got work tmr and i said yah. and she was like "ayah. wanted to bring u out de but too bad cos u working." like wth lahh. she talk to me as if im some 10 yr old kid.
and another situation..
andy's gal would be 3 yr's old this sunday. so he is asking those hu are not working see if they can attend his little gal's bdae party cos it would be held in the afternn. then he saw the schedule and saw tt im off tt day. so he like hint hint ask me go. but then i say too bad i not free. cos we having 4H private bbq on sunday. haha. anw, then after tt cp heard and say why not free? got date ahh. then they start saying must be date some guy and so on. then jo heard and start saying.. "huh? khim got bf?? cannot lah khim. still young. concentrate on ur studies dun get involved in relationships." like wth lahh. wat has THAT got to do wid her anw. im 17!! not 7...! cant she just get tt in her head.

ok. im super tired now. going to bed. hope i wake up to a brand new day tt turns out well..

-.-zZz