new wk. sch wk. -sian-

today i woke up early, took the early bus but end up reaching at the usual time i always reach cos the bus i needed to change to came late. stupid. wats the pt of me making an effort to reach sch early when the result is still the same. im so sian-ed by everything.

anw, lecture... blah blah.. it was okay at first. was kinda tired thou.
tutorial... our ecd tutor looked like my tuition teacher which i had apparently forgotten his name. yes, im suffering fm a serious case of stm. if u asked me wat happened ytd.. i seriously cant rmb unless i think extremely hard. anw, back to the tutor.. he looks like, dress like and talk like my tuition teacher. althou i think my tuition teacher was taller than him. miao pointed out tt his eyes cant be seen. haha. remind me of mr alex - guitar instructor. damn funny. then i kept holding back my laughter. cos my class ppl dunno mr alex. damn weird if i laugh to myself.

lunch at canteen 1 AGAIN. im so sick of canteen food. actually my body is rejecting food these days. i feel sick just looking at the food even thou im extremely hungry and my stomach is growling. but wateva. lost weight cos of this. i think i lost 0.5kg cos i hadnt been eating much for my meals. so the total weight i lost during the hols was 1.5kg. poly sch days actually make me gain weight. i love eating. its so sian for my body to reject food. i hate feeling hungry. usually i would eat 2 bowls of rice for dinner. these days, i haf problems even finishing one bowl of it. zzz.

sockz had her tougue peirced. she's so freaking cool. haha. i bet it hurt a lot. wonder if the day she peirced did she had problems talking.. hahhaa.

im so sian-ed by the grpings. im now grping wid yb for 2 modules. so wtf. nic seems to be right. the more i try to escape being wid yb, the more im actually being wid him. i really cant imagine actually meeting up wid him for grp discussions. i think i can go crazy trying to understand and digest everything he says. i haf no interest in how he wants his grades to be. i go for fun, he goes for academic.. sian-ed.

fmgt lecture.. boring~ fell aslp during lecture.. super tired and sian-ed. kinda moody also. but ayah. wateva lahh. i dun really care anymore. im so sian-ed by everything today.

slpt my way home. feels weird not seeing my AMP fellas today. maybe cos im so used to seeing them so many times a wk i feel weird if i dun see them for one day.. AMP rocks. :)