everytime i need to do sth serious, things screws up.

i left my hse at 10am today. and at 11, im still at yck. fuck right. waiting for the stupid 852 for freaking half hr. cabbed to sch in the end.

skipped fit lecture.
went clubhse. emotional stuff and all.
i just wanna say, since its ur final decision, i've got nth to say. i kinda din say anything thru out today cos i din wanna make it worse. further more, i noe wat i say aint going to help.

thanks teckyi for the cute thing he gave us all fm china. love to shake it around and watch its hands and legs fly ard. LOL.

after bcomm today, went back clubhse. rotted there wid the rest. cindy is freaking cool. she has an electric guitar.
chatted wid ho sing when he came at 5. dun sad okay ho sing. i dunt think its worth it. :)
went back for freshie prac, no guitar so i just loitered ard. the freshies attending had shot up again and now no guitars for us again. haha.
chatted wid nps ppl till 10, and left.

bus-ed home wid charmaine today. she took 151 today! chatted till i had to alight and i wished i didnt had to. i love listening to charmaine's stories.

im feeling better already. okay, i say that all the time. each morning i wake up afresh thinking i got over it. but when i faced it today, i wasnt okay. but yes, i think this time round its really really okay already.